wonder how they do that, so colourful!!


exotic-looking flowers(:


ooooooooooo my fave!! blue rose((: but it's only nice when they are THIS blue><


for the purple-lovers out there! you noe who you are ;)


NICEEE(:


last but not least, combining two things that i like--ferrero bouquet! xD

tadaa~ that's all folks!

MY GOODNESS.
just woke up from a nightmare.
the thing is, i rmb switching off my alarm at 8am, then i had my nightmare after that,
and woke up an hour later-.-
i rmb it vividly.

i was having an exam, in my house.
i was quite shocked cos i nvr attended any lect/tut of this module b4.
but caining did.
and she was the one who urged me to go for the exam despite me not going for any lect cos it was supposed to be easy.
and i still rmb that my exam paper was stapled at one corner, instead of the usual booklet form.
and that i thought tt's cos i nvr technically registered for the module lol.

during the exam, i was stuck on alot of qns.
the qns are mainly pictures, and asking us to label the english names of things in the school.
it was supposed to be some translation module, from chinese to english i think.
i rmb looking at sngs' forum's stairs, taken from sitting on the middle step of the forum.
and thinking that it was HC the whole time haha.
i was stuck on the qns, and i tried asking for help from ning, cos apparently she urged me to take the exam cos she'll help me.
haha i rmb writing this word, aglazarium or dunno wad, and it was pointing at the stairs, like wth???
after that page, suddenly there's an ongoing jap exam, which I'M taking too.
and i finished it before i rmb opening the booklet. and it's open book-.-, cos i saw pple referring to the book.
then all of a sudden, ning is done with her exam, and she gave my HER textbook, even though it's closed book for this exam, and left.
so i took it, secretly flipping through it, frantically trying to find the answers.
then the invigilator came by and WTH. HE WAS MY DAD O.O
i think he sort of guessed that i dno how to do and was obviously cheating.
so i directly asked him for help, cos the textbook had lots of words and no markings at all! how to find the answers?!
and haha, he initially din wanna help, but after DAMN long, he sat down next to me to work out the answer.
lols, my english is better than my dad la.

then *swish* i'm at the exam hall of my last paper O.o
i dun even rmb completing or submitting the translation paper.
i went in with jacket only, then came out to take my pencil case which i forgot to bring in.
on my way out, someone gave me this SUPER GIGANTIC notebook, it's like up to my chin and almost as wide as my arms spread out.
WOW, and it has colour!! first time, i actly rmb tt it has colour!! though abit dull, it's the same dark blue colour as my physics notebook now.
haha then i asked that person who gave it to me, and why the gigantic one when many others got the normal-sized version.
and he said, prof gave it, (i actly rmb prof so at the back giving out the smaller ones O.o, it's not even HIS module's exam!!)
and it's random give the size of the book.
i looked around, and indeed, there were random gigantic notebooks elsewhere.
so i went to put my notebook down and took my pencil case.
and somehow, somewhere, i woke up,
not even jerk awake, i was like floating back to reality, and finally realising that i DID NOT take those exams. hahaha
a super sigh of relief from me.
the last paper part was actly quite short, i was still reeling from the shock that the translation paper was so so hard and ning just left me there)):

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end of dream(:
and i checked the clock, it was 8:56am haha.
rahh... nvr wanna dream of that again):

hahah i'm wasting time blogging and reading my last time posts(:
wahhh i think i should blog more often and blog short posts,
cos i rly enjoyed my short posts(:
actly went back to tag some of my posts haha but having read through them,
i conclude that my english sucks and i can be rly cute at times xDD
and i totally forgot wad some of my posts were abt..

this is a late post, supposed to be dated 11 dec 2010(:

went for a wedding with dear ytd at novotel at clarke quay(:
it was the nicest wedding that i ever went for!
probly cos i dun really rmb ever gg to a hotel for wedding dinner before><
only proms.. haha
the decor was pretty, got romantic feel(:
though the candle holders on the table were obviously from the hotel, the paint having peeled off alr><
hahah but all in all the feel was grand and luxurious, with free flow wine, beer, soft drinks and chinese tea(:
whahaha gta talk abt the food!
the first dish will usually come with some sort of performance by the waiters and waitresses, and for this dinner, it was cute!
the waiters and waitresses come out in pairs, with the guy holding the plate and the girl holding a lighted-up red plastic rose, and a veil over her head!
wahahahha damn cute((:
food included: platter of roast pig, wuxiang, jelly fish, spring roll and chicken,
shark's fin soup (yum!)
roast chicken with the mai4 pian4 xia1's mai pian(:
steamed red grouper (xDD)
stewed broccoli with mushrooms
he2 ye4 fan4, lotus leaf glutinous rice
and yam paste(:
i think that's it.. hahah ate till super full cos our table was supposed to have 10 pple, but at any one time, max no of pple was only 7><

haha not surprisingly, the guys engaged in army talk, but i sort of enjoyed it cos part of it can be really funny!xD
then (cos the other guys' wives were not there), they started giving dear and i relationship advice O.o
which was definitely interesting and some logical, but one i particularly dislike><
for that one, dear's orginal idea was that
before marriage, girl-guy ratio: 50-50 chance of winning an argument,
after engagement: 75-25
after marriage: 100-0
which when i first heard i was like O.o serious?? you rly think tt way? xDD
BUT hahah
one of his friends started telling him the order is totally opp)):
LOL obviously he's joking,
tt's why we just laughed it off, and for the rest, take it with a pinch of salt(:
haha another advice: enjoy it while i still can! xP

RAHH i'm supposed to be mugging physics now but can't seem to get the motivation to start again):
shall mug jap first(:

math was okay,
couldn't do some initially but managed to come up with sth that seems to work to me, but dno if the marker will understand><
and no time to check cos i did too slowly haha..
nvm, hopefully S can liao!

gna start on 212 tonight then tml half day, then physics.
then monday morning jap and after jap, physics all the way till test.
then 212 allllllllllllllll the way.........
shit, doesn't sound like i can cover alot of 212><
GG X.X

and still got wedding dinner tml, dno if still can go):
wanna go though.. but i think i might have slacked so much such that i cannot afford to take any time off liao..
more like i spent too much time on math..
RAHH totally regret it.
but at least now i dn have to worry abt math at all, cos most prob S liao.
if U, i seriously can go kill myself):
212 DIE LEEEEEEEEE

HAPPY 6 MONTHS' ANNIVERSARY DEAR!! xDDD

wahahha damn happy today(:
had dinner with dear, at crystal jade!
we ordered this roti prata-like pancake which was quite nice,
the 'long beans' pickles are nice too!
and he ordered this 口水鸡 sth sth 拉面 while i got 鲜虾云吞拉面(:
hahaha bad choice on his part, the lamian was super spicy and i think they spam too much noodles, even for mine, esp when my soup was quite bland><
luckily we got drinks to go with them(:
and of cos! we ordered 福隆一口小笼包xDD
super nice((: but i dripped the soup out for my first one though):
haha ate till super full then we went arcade cos noise helps in digestion(:
we watched this guy play basketball, wah almost 100% accuracy man!
but sure it's train out one><
happy happy when the guy broke the record((:
then we went to play this new shooting game.
as ly's fren had blatantly put, my shooting skills sucks, so i chose t watch onlyxP
dear got A rank! muahahaha(:
and we both played bishibashi, his red button was spoiled and he still won me! O.o
sigh~ video games leave it to him ba, i'll take sudokus and word searches anyday(:

heh heh dear also gave me a prezzie(:
SHO SHWEEET(((: love itxD
is it possible to upload it here?

i feel bad that i din prepare anything for him..
but i'll make it up to him! somehow!(:

<3<3<3<3<3<3 and increasing!

i've been a really really bad gf for the past few weeks.
i've been throwing tantrums, and suddenly becoming gloomy and cold towards tingwei for no good reason, at least nth tt's reasonable.
i feel petty thinking back on those things):
i think today was the last straw for him,
he suddenly became quite cold towards me and honestly, i was scared, but not so much cos i was still feeling unhappy.
so, we had a talk(:
a v good talk, thrashing good talk.
he asked abt wad unhappiness i had with him.
and i wasn't too sure at first, but eventually, he got it out of me.
sharon..
he said i shouldn't compare myself with her, and she's totally out of his life alr, if he ever meets her on the street, they'll probly act like strangers to each other.
which i felt, was sad..
like you had sth gg on, then not-so-suddenly it's not there liao and you totally cut off all ties with each other.
somehow, it's this strong feeling, even if it's dislike, that makes me insecure ba, like somehow, he cnt let go.
but he assured me, that i dun have to worry abt her at all, that everything's over between them and tt there is NO NEED for comparison between us.
he doesn't do tt, and so shouldn't i.
he said sth that struck a chord in me, if i keep on being bothered abt her, and comparing myself with her, i may eventually become like her, behave like her.
and i dun wanna be compared to her in that way><
'i want a shumin so there's absolutely no need to compare!'
<3
to quote him,
'there is never a happy ending from being unhappy, so as proud economics students who are rational, we should always not become unhappy:)'
<33

insatiable wants.
am i being greedy?
or am i not given wad i'm entitled to?
zzz saying tt i'm entitled makes me feel like i'm wanting too much.
and that i dn have to spell out wad i want which essentially means no one will noe wad i want-.-
but i just feel sad whenever i think abt it so usually i avoid the thought altgt.
maybe once in awhile i NEED t feel this way, to appreciate things more when i dun.
ya tt's probly the reason for it.
... and i dn wanna talk abt it...

woots. it's 3.31am and it is actly quite noisy outside my hse!
must be pple celebrating hari raya.
just wanted to blog cos so nande tt i stay up till so late.
today's maf!
i was excited but dno why the excitement went off in the afternoon such tt by nightime, i was rly quite sian):
lalala it's over, hmm maybe next year dn come back for maf liao..
lol or just go with smugglers(:

island creamery butterscotch ice cream sucks.
melted island creamery butterscotch ice cream sucks even more):

had a rly rly insightful htht with my seniors at chalet ytd.
they said, btt you reach your 3rd/6th mth, you realise tt the 2 of you seem to have less and less things to say to each other.
and one thing you shld avoid doing,
looking at the relationship in the long run.
cos if the other party does sth tt irritates you and you think abt how it will continue to irritate you through the years down the road,
it gets harder for you to tolerate.
which i feel can be quite a useful advice.
one thing to bear in mind is tt,
you shld always think for the other party,
dn think for yourself only.
if both parties do things tt the other likes,
both parties will be happy, then the relationship will last.
and boyfriends hate for their girlfriends to 黏 them but at the same time,
dun wanna get to noe his friends.
they do have their own lives after all, and it's too demanding for the girls to expect their bfs to suit their way everytime.

sth quite shocking to me,
one senior mentioned tt he enjoys company of friends over company of girlfriend
which when i heard i was like O.o
even so, he still sticks it out with her.
though he faces lots and lots of probs with his girlfriend ever since last year when they first got tgt.
yet he has the ultimate patience and tolerance to accomodate to his gf, to talk it out with her.
i think he rly rly treasures his relationship(:

another thing tt this senior mentioned,
if you rly rly think tt the relationship cannot hold,
tt you just wanna stick it out cos it's your first relationship,
dun.
you should just let go,
thr's always time for you to find a better one out thr..

))))))))):
isabelle li din win female indiv gold medal!!
but she got gold though(:
hope the win doesn't go into her head like some other sportsmen..
looking forward to TT mixed comp!!

i'm supposed to be mugging for FTT but i cn't seem to start)=
i better pass it this time, or else my whole driving is GG-fied.

zzz supposed to go picnic ytd, but i totally slept through the whole day!
how piggy can i be?!
sigh~ hopefully i dn crash ever again..
and everytime is tw kena only...
i feel bad towards him)=

.................................................................
just wanna blog abt this..
dno if it's me being sensitive/petty
but i got upset when his mum called and he told her,
'i'm sending shar-shumin home.'
zzzz small mistake.
same one tt my mum makes sometimes when regina comes over t my house.
but i bet my bro nvr made tt mistake....
cos of tt, i felt abit zzz on sun and mon sigh~
today i suddenly started thinking abt how are we gna let 6F peeps and other HC pple noe about our relationship?
i hope by MAF they'll noe, cos i dun wanna feel restrained or like i'm hiding sth)=

is deleting her as a fren mean tt he cnt get over her?
maybe he din at tt pt of time, by now he shld have, he told me so.
i gta stop letting myself get so affected by it, and like so suddenly..
think abt happy happy stuff(:

sometimes i feel tt i'm quite immature,
expect pple to pay attention to me and yet,
i dn pay tt much attention to others.
tt's quite selfish of me):
when i'm down, thr are always pple ard to help me up, to cheer me up.
and my emo-ness are usually due to quite childish reasons too.
sometimes i wish tt i could grow up and mature.

i'm not a good girlfriend..
i can't console or cheer tw up over the phone or msn..
i just wish tt i could be thr with him instead..

woohoo! with great outings come great pics! xD visit fb for the photos ba!

wanted to go night cycling with tw but zzz we were too PIGGY.
we were supposed to go earlier and get the bikes first but i was hungry so we went to eat at HEI SUSHI first.
eh from here, it sounds like I'M the piggy one! ><
ya so in the end, we din get to night cycle)=
walked along the beach and took photos WITH flash
haha or else cnt see both of us:P
oh we took one of us without flash, can only see abit of our silhouette, quite cool actly(:

still stuck on you're beautiful songs!
esp without words/without saying((=
and now i'm regaining my voice, i can actly hum the tune! xD

lalalala
i'm addicted to you're beautiful OST!!!
xDD
but koreans songs are so hard to sing and memorise)=

zzzz ytd's snr camp was one of the worst ever.
morning kena muachi treatment at siloso beach and gta bathe liao.
then it rained and the wind was so so strong..
next amazing race was ok, except tt i perspired and we din get to bathe again till today at home)=
then next was the WORST.
fright night at ubin.
it wasn't so much abt it being scary but more abt its inconvenience.
EVERYTIME i go toilet, i nd company and nd to walk like almost 400m worth of road to get to the toilet.
and stupid me go and drink sugarcane for dinner, b4 gg into ubin.
then when i got t the campsite, i felt nj abit..
initially stl ok, then it felt worse, and i rly NEED TO GO...
then i think i over-忍, felt abit of cramps aft tt.
then aft tt i stl needed to go another 2 times.
and cos i'm not v close to many of them, not enough to drag them out of bed just to go toilet with me,
i totally 忍 till cnt tahan alr then go ask someone..
and it was cold and windy, i felt like dying ytd)=
third time i went, it was at wad, 5am in the morning? then i no choice but t find the only other person i actly noe and talk to, a GUY-.-
the thing is the toilet has no lightings at all, always need someone else there to pei to be safer.. then no choice lo, just go tgt.
i even considered gg alone! )=
i din take out the slping bag, just used it as a pillow but btt i came back from toilet, i was super cold, but i thought it's abit lang fei if i used it then when we're leaving at 6am.
so i shivered and tried to go back to slp lo.....
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
and tt's not the worst thing.
the worst thing is knowing tt I HAVE TO GO BACK ANOTHER TIME.
and this time in the middle of the camp without a proper toilet to bathe or even brush teeth)=
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hmm had a rly good talk with tw today.
i was quite unhappy this whole day and i guessed it was obvious to him
so he asked during our trip home.
and i told him all that i was unhappy about..
as expected, i cried abit ))= but i rly felt much better afterwards,
like a huge stone lifted off my chest(=

he told me his side of the story,
and i sort of expected part of it cos i'd thought abt it too.
he said he prefers me to tell him whatever i feel straightaway,
and not wait till i sort out my thoughts haha.
he wants me to rant at him, hit him and even splash water at him =P
haha but i'll nvr do tt, abit too drama for me.
i shldn't make excuses for him and not talk to him abt things, he said.
haha and he told me 'graphically' how things shld be done LOL(=

when you put your hands tgt and cross your fingers,
the only pair of fingers you cannot separate is the pair of ring fingers,
tt's why you wear rings on those fingers.
tt's quite an amazing and somehow romantic idea hahaxP

i'm feeling so much better now(=
i'll rmb his and our promises definitely!((=

rah............
i realise i always say things tt hide my feelings inside.
somehow, i feel abit fake like i'm hiding my real self,
the selfish and petty self)=
this is bad,
bad for my heart, bad for my body, bad for my mind.
but good for others haha..
pple will think tt i'm actly tt nice, tt selfless.
ease their minds while i suffer zzz..
but i'm not all that.
i get sad and angry for no reason too.
haha i'm not gna say it's pms, last time was the last time i was gna say tt.
zzz is so much nicer to say then sianzz haha random.
hmm probly it's just me being too sensitive such tt i get all those bad feelings,
not gd not gd.
gta learn t look at the bigger picture and not focus on myself only!!
i feel zzz to noe how selfish i can be))=
i'm a bad girl..

从来没想过不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛
一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂
一直忘了说我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实这份爱没停过

曾经完整幸福的梦在脑海里头
我多希望你还在我左右

答应你我会好好过
不让这些眼泪白流

~我知道 by2~

WOAH finally back from camp!!! ((=
it's a Sirius-ly crazy week!
met the Sirius peeps at pre-camp, thought they were abit too quiet.
tt thought din change on the first day of camp, too quiet!!
then things started changing aft field and dirty games((=
now all of them are like good frens talking abt the good times and stuff,
AND I CAN'T JOIN IN COS FB HATES ME)=
hope we have an outing soon, tt'll be the starting point to keeping them tgt even aft the camp.
KBOX KBOX!!!

ytd i made tingwei wait for 2 hrs for me))= cos i was so tired, when i crashed, i crashed for 4hrs straight!
i felt quite bad for tt, and he was quite angry over it.
i would be too))=
but after we talked abt it, he was okay le,
after all, he din wait for 2hrs just to be angry with me mah(=
we went to have lunch and he bought this super cool-looking black jacket, i like!((=
then we're off to PS to watch INCEPTION!!
it's a super cool movie!
a movie tt requires you to think and process wad's being said, then you'll understand it.
aft tt we went for dinner/supper at cafe cartel's.
i tried the chocolate cheese cake and the cheese taste is not tt strong, so not tt bad(=
we gorged ourselves full on bread with chicken soup haha!
after i reached home, my system just shut down,
i went to bed from 12 to 12!!
xDD
and zzz.. my thing came at night...
heng it din come during the camp, but it's stl quite unexpected:/

it was only ytd tt i realise how much i missed him haha, absence makes the heart grower fonder(=

i think it's quite weird being tgt with tw)=
like we actly used to call more often than now, more things to talk abt
and we also go out more.
but tt's probly cos we used to be so much more free.
sigh~
i feel like asking him to go find me aft my camp this week, but then i always have this feeling like i'm imposing on him?
like i dn wanna mafan him so i end up nvr asking)=
it's still abit strange between us i guess..
sometimes, we'll hold hands, i'll hook his arm (like i like to do with lynnie(:)
but it's not everytime, not like those couples who are totally comfortable with each other ie. not like when i hook lynnie everytimexD
hmm it takes time ba..
and characters of pple involved..
i think sometimes he can sense when i'm not feeling happy,
then i also sort of distance myself away from him..
zzz i dn like this abt myself!!
sigh and most of the time when i'm not happy, it's cos of him.. )=
being tgt with him cheers me up though(=
but somehow i feel like i want us to be closer, but we just can't.
i dno how to tell him though zzz..
haha heng, dn think he reads my blog, or noes tt it exists.

zzz he doesn't like smsing)= not smsing me at least... RAHH.

((: DZO is finally and officially over!!!! WAHAHAHAH
no more late nights on photoshop and gan chiong ernest breathing down my back!! xPP
hahah i can only say this here cos none of them noes my blogxD
ytd was the dzo bbq, quotes Lixuan,
"those who say they are coming ltr, are coming in the evening.
those who say they are coming in the evening, are coming at night!"
wahhahah i so agree man.
there was lots of food, booze, music, and girls ardxD
JK.
just not much music cos jiahe's netbook sucksxP
they keep niaoing him for tt la!
joan came up with this new idea (to me anw) of bbq-ing mushrooms with cheese.
i think the cheese part sounds good, but the mushroom....
i'd rather not have it.
AND THE CHALET IS TOTALLY FREE!!!!!
xDD
but then i only went ytd, not gg back anymore ZZzz..
8 beds, probly everyone can take a bed each haha.
but lidat, no chalet FEEL liaoxP
they played mj, monopoly deal (zz..) and watched Mr Bean's Holiday!
hahah i kept on thinking why Mr Bean is so stubborn,
he should learn to let go when needed, his mind is too one-track haha.
anw, i din stay till the booze is served so, TOO BAD )=
rly wanted to try bailey's sigh~

yay! this fri movie + saboteur!! xDD
hmm..

please do not be mistaken..
thr's NTH going on btw me and BFF.
argh, suddenly everyone is asking abt those pics, hate it.
but i noe you guys who actly read my blog wont ask la haha
so essentially i'm just rantingxP

lab sucks SUCKS
nth to do, dn even feel like gg anymore, if not for jingjing..
seriously.. i ask gy sth then she like agree agree,
in the end, she nvr do anything abt it-.-
like i asked her to help me learn nmr and the other equipment.
then she replied ok in sms, but nvr help at all-.-
it's jingjing who voluntarily teach me when i nvr even ask her!
wish tt she'd stay on aft yr4 t help me with my fyp..
but i think chem is not rly her forte la, she's better off doing policy making!
haha but maybe i can still psycho her into taking mastersxP

tml having first driving lesson,
hope everything will go well!!(:

ahhh sth monumental happened on wed, but i'm not gna say anything abt it in this post..

feeling the effects of PMS, post.
this time i can rly like FEEL it..
i'm more irritable, more forgetful and more emo):
bad bad.
i should close myself off for now.
luckily tml i'm staying home alone,
maybe watching some movies will help cheer me up..

how come i feel emptier now?
sth's wrong..
i'm afraid it's a one-sided thing..
or maybe it's just PMS zzz..

lalalalalala~~ nvr blog in a long long time!!
i should make blogging a habit(:
a self-reflection time(:
current location: desk outside lab at CBC building.
current feeling: tired and hungry but feeling quite satisfied with my life right now(:

i realise keeping a soft copy of your schedule helps to keep track of your appts and meetings.
i keep one on my lappie now, and i refer to it almost everyday!
next time i should change my hp to those smartphones then i can upload my schedule onto my hp!(:

oh shit, i forgot to bring my BTT letter to get my PDL ltr-.-
hopefully they have my results in their system............ zzz...

off to labb!!

blogging for taiwan trip!! 11/5/2010 -- 18/5/2010 ((:
it was my first time flying on a plane, i was quite excited(:
the lifting of the plane off the ground was damn shuang, like you feel tt you're actly floating in the air!
haha i especially like the initially acceleration into the air,
even though the pressure in my ears were abit hard to bear.
we were in the water cycle for most of the flight! xP
took lots of pics throughout the whole trip and shall upload them on facebook pretty soon!

11/5 Tues
once we reached there, we took a coach to our hotel and checked in (sneaked in 6pple into a 4pple room).
after awhile, we went to shihlin night mkt which sells this DAMN nice baked/fried potato with topping and cheese.
lynn, ttj and i shared one without cheesexD
i oso ate grilled sotong which gave me abit of a mouth ache aft tt cos need alot of effort to chew and swallow them.
other stuff we ate: ou ah jian (fried oyster), chao da ji pai (fried chicken), bubble tea, and guan zai ban (crab flavour ie. REAL CRAB!! xD)
ttj oso ate this zha dan (bomb) which is like a super big size takoyaki with the tako replaced with diff sorts of veggies.
back to hotel aft tt, CRASHED.

12/5 Wed
intially we went taipei main stn, thinking tt Cheng Pin bookstore is there, but in the end, there was some mistake and so we decided to go Xiu Zhen museum instead.
this museum displays many diff miniature figurines and models of places, pple and even those out of famous stories such as Jack and the Beanstalk.
took IMBA lots of pics!!
most of them are rly rly pretty and delicate and intricate!
can find all our dream houses therexP
we bought CN's prezzie here! a pencil sharpener in the shape of a french horn(:
After that, we went Zhong Hsiao Dun Hua stn, bought bubble tea again at some ulu roadside store.
then we went StayReal, Mayday's Ah Xin's shop to take a look.
everything was super ex and overpricedxP

Then we're off to Cheng Pin bookstore!
we spent like the most time here, finding books to buy and getting souvenirs for frens(:
i bought a picture book! it's in chinese but it's quite interesting(:
and i bought postcards for sisterhood! though i'm not giving them now cos it nds quite abit of preparation before it can be deliveredxP
HAHA and the lynn incident!
she intended to buy several books amounting to NTD998 and apparently if you spend NTD1000, you'll get like 10% discount or sth.
lynn totally din care abt her image and went,"QIAN BIIIAN!!"
ly said the salesgirl was quite shockedxP
and not only tt, aft tt, she went to pay for her expenses and realised tt her NTD500 was the old taiwan dollar note and cnt be used.
then she scolded,"QIAN BIIIAN!!" again!!
HAHAHAHAH IMBA FUNNY!
can totally imagine her saying tt!! xP
please dn kill me lynn!

after tt, we went Hou Shan Pi stn to Wufenpu to shop for cheap cheap clothes!!! xD
bought quite a few things, one of my most prized purchases is bought thr!
and i oso bought a dress, a top, and wei's prez.
damn shuang when you can haggle with the bossxP
quite sian tt we cnt do tt in SG ):
ttj tried to bargain this shirt for her bro, from NTD480 to NTD300.
the boss was quite irritated alr, then lynn said,"330 zui4 hou4."
and the boss just give in hahaha. she gave a lecture aft tt though and asked if we're singaporeans if i nvr rmb wrongly:P

ate dinner at Hu Xu Zhang Lu Rou Fan, they were having discount, so it's like NTD10 for each bowl of lu rou fan ie. 50cents each!
tt was the cheapest dinner we ever had, NTD120 for 6pple!! tt's like S$1/person!
we went to Taipei 101 aft tt, thinking we cld take a ride on the Miramar ferris wheel but we got the place wrong so in the end we just went up to taipei 101 5th flr to take a few pics and cab back to hotel to rest(:
tt day was the most imba tired day, feet nearly gave up on me!! ):
needed a foot massage... ahahha.

13/5 Thu
went Jiufen and bought lots of stuff for pple!!
cos they hv lots of souvenir shops there, we just bought wadever we're giving other pple thr and ly spent like NTD4000 there!!! :O
got this nai3 you2 taiyangbing which ly LOVES hahah.
bought one box for family!
think we ate smelly beancurd tt day, and ah po yu4 yuan2!

we went Rao He night mkt after tt, ate MANGO ICE!! and ma la qi pai! and some dumplings thing for dinner.
we din rly noe how to get to the train stn back to ximen stn,
so we walked walked and walked or super long!
none of us ever wna do tt walk again):
at the end of the day, tried to do the accounts, but we spent too much alr, damn luan accounts tt dun even match):

tt day oso damn suay, this hotel guy was on duty and we were so tired, we just went into the room like 5min after the first 4 went in.
he caught mar and i trying to act like we were staying thr, so we quickly zao and spinned a story abt us visiting frens in this hotel.
lucky mar thought fast and in the end, we paid for the night's stay over at this hotel, and spent much of the night searching for new hotels for the 2 extra pple.
and WALAO in the end, they just offered us to squeeze 6 pple in a room.
Heng for us, but i think at the end of the day, they just din want money to flow to other hotels..
dun like tt guy!!

14/5 Fri
went Bei Tou stn and then bus to Yang Ming Shan.
we went crazy there and took damn alot of photos(:
haha we took the bus in he wrong direction when we zao off and slept all the way throughoutxD

went Danshui!! ate the ice-cream even though it was damn cold and raining.
it's the super tall kind! though we din get to eat the imba tall one.
bought Qi's prez, a face towel (damn cute!!) and imba cheap belts(:
i oso found my bag thr!! the moment i looked at it, i totally fell in love(:
but cnt bargain though, the uncle not nice one):
bought 4 boxes of taiyangbing for family and relatives after tt, tgt with long2 xia1 shu2 bing3 which are damn nice, and ma2 la4 tie3 dan4 for jiada.

15/5 Sat
went Guan1 Yin1 Xiang1 to see the lighthouse.
saw lots of dogpoop along the way, i took pics of some of them!! xP
had lunch back at jilung i think then took bus to Ci2 Hu2, took lots of dumb dumb pics at Hou4 Ci2 Hu2 too!! xD
we din rly go into the Hua1 Hai3 (flower sea) place cos damn ex and thr wasn't enough time.
subsequently, we went Da4 Xi1 Lao3 Jie1 and saw this guy spinning an imba heavy top!
he went on the "zhuan4 shi2 ye4 zong3 hui4" before.
took a vid of it(:
i bought my first pinkie ring but i lost it on the way home): i was damn sad for tt night la! emomo~~
we had dinner at Ah Mei's Noodles and it was not bad(: cheap cheap too!
"jie4 shao4 gei3 shi2 ge4 ren2, shi2 yi1 ge4 ren2 shuo1 hao3 chi1" xD

after tt, we went Wufenpu to shopshop again(:
forgot wad i bought, probly more clothes again:P

16/5 Sun
went back to jilung, this time to some seaport.
we wanted to go this Badouzi seaport, but we went the wrong one, and ended up taking more photos thrxP
it was quite sunny tt day, borrowed lynn's sunglasses and took several photos of me posing as Jay ChouxP
the restaurant pple thr damn sticky, keep sticking to you and asking if you wanna eat thr..
super ex la! all seafood leh!
in the end, we went out of the seaport, to this family restaurant to eat.
there were 2 girls thr, SUPER cute!!
they kept coming to our table to talk to us(:
took some pics of one of them, the other one dao me):
hahah tt paedophile ly went to take a photo with one of them.
LOL we wanted to visit the Qing2 Ren2 Hu2 park and Yeliu Feng1 Jing3 Qu1 but in the end abit tired and sian of scenery alr, so we just skip all those and went back early to rest(:
we watched lots and lots of taiwan dramas tt night!!
hai pai tian xin, jiu xiang lai zhe ni and ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni!

17/5 Mon
went Gu4 Gong1 museum to look at the ancient chinese civilization history.
we're not allowed to take photos though):
not very interesting to me, but the displays were rly pretty, my fave is turquoise coloured plain bowl(:
turquoise is song1 shi2 in chinese.

then we went Guo1 Yuan2 Yi4!
the cakes there not tt cheap, esp the pineapple tarts!
but the taiyangbing was abt same price though.
my mum LOVES the taiyangbing thr, gna ask my cousin to bring some back from thr haha.

then we set off for Ximending!
wah to my disappointment, the stuff there was super ex!!
much more expensive than Wufenpu!
and pinkie rings there cost ave NTD290 when i only bought for NTD90 at daxi laojie!
in the end, i bought 2 pinkie rings for NTD300(: tt's like buy 1 get 1 free haha.
din rly buy lots of stuff cos everything was so ex!
then went to meet ly's taiwan fren and went this toilet-themed restaurant to eat!
ordered a steamboat like thing to share with lynn, quite nice(:
had an idea to stick my hand into the sink (shaped like a toilet seat) and taking pic but the water inside is too er liao, dn darexP
bought my watch tgt with mar tt day!
mine has Shu Min in chinese carved on it! xD
mar's La Mer, in french means the sea(:

18/5 Tues
supposed to do light shopping but in the end we quite meng.
i bought a pair of heels and a couple of bottoms and one top(:
tried to spend all my money but stl left with NTD200 ):
lynn and ttj bought the same sandals and ttj bought a pair of wedges!
ttj totally became super feminine-like la!
all the clothes tt she bought are geared towards a wardrobe change((:
i approve!
not tt my wardrobe is any more feminine than hers haha.
<3 the heels tt i bought, can wear with jeans/skirt/dress! (:

the flight back to SG, we played cards the whole way.
i slpt abit though. we totally openly ate sweets and drink outside drinks and left all the rubbish therexP
bought 2 bottles of alcohol and 6bottles of Heineken for my bro, he wanted to try haha.
then went back home.........
END OF TAIWAN TRIP!!

-shag-

omgomgomg!
TAIWAN in TWO DAYS!!
so excited!!
hahah just started packing but it's done quite fast(:
gta clear my stuff from my shumin island before gg though... ):
so much rubbish, mostly bags and notes and tutorials.
and i'm gg thr to buy more bags and shoes and clothes!!
i'm gna make a shopping list ltr, and bring a small journal along to record down wad we've done!
i'll blog when we come back!! (:

aiyaya.... recently, things seem to be getting worse..
wanna do sth to ease it away, but dno wad i cn do to help):
gta pick yourself up and stop wallowing in self-pity!

AHHH 2 DOWN 3 TO GO!

CBC112 paper totally SUCKED )):
first qn i stun alr sianzz):
i totally dno how to do all those Ea qns, maybe nxt year i wait for the past yr papers and look through to see how to do againxP
haha def sci wasn't any better.
out of 100, i only 25 cfm correct
but it's only pass/fail, i doubt i'll fail(:
if i fail, so many others will too!! hahahxP

gta start on ARE YOU OK? now!!

ahh just read mar, ly, tor and lynn's blogs.
lynn hasn't updated since i last read..
wahwah...
i feel like such a bad fren,
not knowing wad's rly gg on in my frens' lives.
like i keep on thinking only abt myself,
when my frens are feeling troubled too.
i nvr even show concern.....
))):
i'm sorry..
i'll take note and try to be more observant next time!
talk to me, i'm a willing listener(:
tt's probly the only thing i can do for anyone..
listening's my best quality, cos i cn't rly express myself in words well.
most of the time, i probly dn truly noe how i feel.
ok i shall not focus so much on myself and think more for my frens from now on!
JIO ME FOR DINNER!

watch toothless again today!
din cry as much as before, nvr even rly tearxP
maybe cos i wasn't feeling weepy? haha..

hj came along with us, and i'm quite glad cos, heh heh,
tw paid for the movie tix, jiada paid for dinnerxP
ate at ichiban sushi, not v filling cos we shared quite abit,
so i was hungry btt we finished the movie.
then tw and i ate auntie annie's! cinnamon sugar is <33 ((:

jd bought this damn cool rubic's cube, tt's all the same colour, but different sized pieces.
then he went t play bishi bashi after we told him how we managed to finish the game with tw using 2 credits, and me using 3 creditsxP
he used up all THREE credits, and he stl couldn't reach the last game):
wah.. i think the std for doubles is way lower than for individuals playing..
haha we were wondering how we won tt time O.o
lol then we went on to play bball!
DUH the winning team is watashi no!
((: seriously, we underperformed yet, we won jd's team by like 40+?
hahah i think hj just doesn't have the sports cells as adeline does.
ADELINE I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!
))):

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had a good talk, cleared the air and settled for status quo.
feels stupid for forgetting things and abit of regret though..
but all these seem to be the best things to do right now.
yeah man(:
FF(:

AHHHHH.......
just finished watching Cruel Temptation.
this drama is damn long and makes you feel super angry, indignant, sad and happy as you watch it.
the last disc made me cry like BUCKETS.
anyone who wanna watch, tell me, i'll lend you the whole series(:

i've been feeling quite emo for quite long,
think it's taking a toll on myself and my frens.
i'm falling sick, flu+sore throat,
think it's throat inflammation cos of blocked nose.
mar, ly, ttj, lynn, aman, siak, ning, kelvin, joe, adeline.
THANKS FOR BEING THR, whether you noe it or not(:
after watching the drama, i feel like a sudden renewal of energy,
though my eyes are swollen like fuzhou fishballs nowxP
i'm gna focus on my studies, and stop thinking abt anything else(:
i'm gna STOP EMOING((:
whack me if i start hahahaxP
which means i'm staying away from emo songs for nowxP
'motivation interviewing'
-getting the patient to recognise tt there is a problem and make an active effort in solving the problem
tt's wad i learned in ARE YOU OK? xD
but it's more like for drug addictsxP
i'm REAL glad i've snapped out of it((=
RLY. WHACK ME IF I FALL BACKxP

it's best to remain as frens,
tt's the only way a relationship can last forever,
it's the only way i can stand by you forever.
it may not be much, but i hope tt you do realise tt i'm thr for you when you nd me.
you do have frens, cherish them, dn think tt you're alone in this world.



































i'd probly try to be happy for you when you find another.
though tt's the last thing on your mind right now.
confide in me, at least then i'll feel happier, just being able to share your troubles.

Haha, wrote this last night after coming back from the CNYang Dinner.

Just watched a Korean movie, English name "A Moment To Remember".
Initially I thought it's like one of those sappy sappy love story,
but i realised, it's SUPER sappy,
and touching and sad)):
I cried like shit watching it T.T
It's about this girl who got married to this guy, and initially it was all about their married life
and how the girl went about helping the guy to remove all the stigmas of his childhood.
But subsequently, the girl realised that she got dementia.
At the age of 27, it's really a super big blow.
Of course she tried leaving him.
She wanted to leave while they were still happy and she hadn't forgotten everything.
But the guy managed to find her at this hospital, and it ended with the girl leaving the hospital with the guy,
presumably to live the rest of her life with him(:

There's this part where it got really really sad,
quite a short portion.
She had this boyfriend, Yong-Min, before she got married.
At a point, her memory degenerated such that she only remembered that guy.
The sad thing was,
she called her husband, whose name is Chul-Soo, Yong-Min instead,
and told him,"I love you."
It's really sad because Chul-Soo wasn't sure who she really loved at that moment.
Imagine the guy whom you like call you wrongly and told you he likes you.
Seriously, I would be SUPER T.T )):
The guy broke down after that..
At least she didn't intentionally hurt him when she said that.

Haha, this kind of love is really hard to find, like it's quite hard for me to even believe that it even exists in this world.
But I'm very very sure that there MUST be some love like this out there, for the scriptwriter to first come up with such a plot.
Haha.. But it's also very very rare, many would just pass through their lives without this kind of love,
and to tell the truth, I'm quite afraid too.
Haha it's super illogical, but I was actually quite scared when I got the Facebook quiz results about where I'll find my true love,
which were something like, I'll never find true love):
I mean I know it's Facebook.. But like after I think about it,
I realised it may be true cos it's quite diffcult for me to start a relationship,
because I require the guy to like me, and me to like the guy, right from the start.
That's a bit too much to ask for I guess, since usually it's one side liking the other first, at least more on one side.
Ah.. I think for the first time, it's always better to be loved right?
Since we wouldn't know how to love anyone, except for the FEELING that I keep talking about LOL.
Like what to do under different situations.
That's what I've been thinking about randomly after watching the moviexP
Haha I think I'm pmsing, feeling rather teary now, maybe it's just because of that movie.
Just watched "Zhi Xiang Lai Zhe Ni" commercial, and I teared again O.o
Haha.. I shall go sleep now.

*OMG. I just saw the commercial for "V for Vendetta"!!
Tomorrow 10pm Channel 5!(:
It's a nice movie, good plot, great actors, but sad ending, for V at least):*

Yep, end of post(:

ahhh sudden urge to blog again(:
today just had 2 tests, physics and are you ok?
physics was damn easy-.- at least manageable, not as hard as i thought it would be(:
are you ok? was.... -.-
so many terms tt i dn even rmb reading in the notes!!
the lecturer was like,
dn refer to your notes, the answers are not found thr.
if you refer you might get the answers wrong, just guess, you've got 50% chance.
-.- WTH.
then we read the notes for wad?
haha but everyone thought it's difficult so yup shld be fine(:

damn busy these days,
busy mugging, this sat was supposed t go for NTU OH but suddenly i received news tt i'm not selected to go O.o
hahaha and tml supposed to go lab but mentor asked me nt t go, without giving me reason-.-
SO i'm damn free now(: gd thing, then i can do my assignments(:

feel quite stressed, dno why.
maybe it's the hou yi zheng of having midterms):
not enough enjoyment, even if hv, oso cnt fully enjoy myself):
maybe partly i'm still in shock,
received 2 damn shocking news today.
i wont be sharing them here..
but one of them is unconfirmed, more like speculation, so MIGHT not be tt serious(:
the other one must cfm liao then can say
though i hv no way of cfming it haha...

learnt quite interesting stuff in are you ok? today haha
like how sexuality is actly mainly abt relationships btw diff and same genders.
then the lecturer told us many stories of pple being sexually confused and disoriented.
and of cos, the worst part, sex abuse):
hahaha and he told us how t deal with flashers,
look at them directly and say, so small?
xPP
learnt abt stress too.
i see tt i'm quite stressed now,
got the biological symptoms and self-awareness of myself being stressed hahahahaha:P

i think thr's sth wrong with my stomach O.o
it's making weird sounds and making me feel super uncomfortable):
sssiiiiaaaaannnnnssss..................

I'M BAAAAAAAAAAAACCCKKKK!!!
wahahhahahaha!

feeling abit crazy from having done TWO online quizzes!!
my head gna burst liaoxP
today is officially the first day of recess week!
or rather, ytd was haha.
nth much to blog abt except tt i'm super super busy this whole week!!
):
nd to get time out to study too!! or else sch reopens, i GG-fied):

got lab report, term paper and crappy HW111A to do...
i think my fren's right, i need to decide early wad i'm gna S/U so tt i can focus on other subjects(:
i think shld be physics ba... and i was considering a minor in physics, nvm ba!
i think i'll suck at it anwxP
everything in uni is so diff from JC, except for Chem, heh heh heng i chose the right course(:
i'm stl waiting for my jap cls, hope i get it next sem!! i'm SO GNA APPEAL if i dn!!
missed one chance this sem ahhh...
hopefully the freshies next year are super noob at jap if they manage to get,
lower competitionxP

i was feeling super stressed just now, cos of math quiz
but i went for a walk just now,
and i'm feeling fine now(:
even completed 2quizzes wahahhaha.

MY FREAKING MATH MIDTERM FALLS ON 25TH MARCH.
as NS guys would say, suck thumb):

damn loooooong since last blogged.
hv been rly tired mentally these days,
ever since i knew abt it.
though i sensed it beforehand, i din wanna admit..
like i'd rather nt knowing it.
initially i thought maybe ya, thr's a chance,
but as time passed by,
like stuff happened, and i rly rly dread lying to my parents..
then my mum dn allow so.. i actly felt relieved.
like it's a convenient excuse for me.
but i noe these days tt we nvr meet, i nvr rly miss him though i do think abt this problem.
then just now talked to tw, sort of sorted things out.
IT FELT RLY GOOD TELLING SOMEONE.
tho i feel abit guilty not telling smugglers or ly first,
at least nt the whole thing..)):
but i noe they stand fully on my side, so wadever decision i make, they sure will side me((:
anw, gna tell him this sun nt to waste his time, it's gna be painful for him and i'm nt confident of giving him wad he wants or deserves.
so i'll see wad's his response and see how from thr lo.
aft making this decision, i actly felt lighter like a huge boulder off my chest(:
i shld stop being so frenly to pple, give them the wrong idea..
gta be like mar, talk more to girls(:
hahah tho guys easier to crap toxP
and as for the other prob, i'm nt gna worry abt it till sth happens, tho i'm gna start to actively take 'actions' as tw said.
I SHOULD STOP FEELING BAD FOR PPLE.

... got cheated by tw again just now..
-.-
the angel-turned-devil lied tt he was walking home from DG.. WTH
he cabbed home la!!!
he's so gna pay for the 126 jacket!!!
O-O